Wednesday, April 23, 2008
today i went 4 the cca councillor interview... i tink some of u guys know already.
anyway, i said no, even though i got half mind of saying yes... i was interviewed by mr kwok, in the tiny office of the general office... he asked me some questions, what i would do to improve the cca (i'm from guitar) and what leadership was about, but i think i barely made it... but i don't know how to answer of the questions from leadership(i was almost sleeping when we had the leadership talk b4 goin 2 st john's island). mr kwok asked me whether i want to become part of the cca councillor. i said yes at first... the mr kwok was like:"are you sure? it means that you would be entering to servanthood or sth... but i mus say i agree with it...
anyway i had a lot of things goin on in my brain...
mr kwok: you want to join?me:yes...mr kwok: if u say yes there would be no turning back, you must sacrifice a lot of time and serve the school. if u hav second thoughts abt it, u can say no. is ok. i won't scold u...my subconscience: say no! cos r u willing to sacrifice yr time! wad abt yr hmwk tat u hav such a hard time finishing? u don't even hav enough self-confidence!!!me: *staring into blank space*mr kwok: some chairmans are nt councillors you know? is ok if u dun want... so yes or no? usually people who say no most likely would nt 2 go into the council, cos we dun wanna force them to go in... so yes or no?me:uhhh...nomrkwok:sure? no second thoughts?me: yeah...mr kwok:ok. thank you for your honesty yinghui, you can check the results tomorrow...my subconscience:OI! you shld say YES! YOU HAVE MISSED YR CHANCE 2 BECOME COUNCILLOR!!!! YOU *$%#@!*&i hate my subconscience. gee! thks, subconscience! some help u are... *sarcastic if u guys can't tell*well some of u might be calling me a dumbass 4 nt takin the position, some of u guys might be even calling me chicken or duck or wadevr. anyway, i dun care, cos during the interview, i can't imagine myself in the future, being a councillor. literally, i was imagining. besides, my sixth sense kinda tells me i won't be in it, but other people will...yes i have a small gift of sixth sense...some stuffs happened today... QIXI!!! jus now gif mr lim the NSW form and i gt scolded 4 handin it late... wth!!!! run all the way to him with my form... sb tink i siao...walk off... dun talk to u liao!!!X) jus jkin! no offence sia.... OwO
posted at 6:31 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
yes! i changed the blogskin!!!!!! i could die of happiness!!!! ok i m making a great deal abt it... but watevr... i m happy 4 myself!! better go finish my homework now... xD
posted at 6:12 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
oh geez... oh geez... why oh why oh why.... must i be made CHAIRMAN OF GUITAR CLUB?!?!?!?! this is seriously my first time being in a leadership position... well except for that one week when i was a monitress just for show, when i was pri 6... anyway... i m really really NERVOUS and FREAKINGLY WORRIED about it... wat if i couldn't do it?
ok... truthfully to be told, i was a teesy weeny little happy abt it... i was lyk 'wow! omg! i m gonna be a councillor?!?!?'. (am i?) on another hand, i hav no leadership skills AT ALL. i hav low self-confidence... lyk jus now during attendance taking... i was so useless sia... felt really helpless (dun wanna talk abt it... but sth happened which make me feel helpless ok?) and, i know jolene (the previous chairman of guitar club, NT the 3G one) is a really good leader, which i could nvr be as gd as her... n the juniors (we) respect her... so far, i m nt close to the sec 2s.... n i hav problems talking in front of evrybody...
well, that felt better aft typing it out, now need to do my best as the chairman(nt tat i m bragging or sth...) i just need to "open up" (tat's wat 'chicken backside' said XD) so yeah, gotta see wat is in stored for me in the future...
i m thinkin of joining deviantart and changing the blogskin....
posted at 8:13 PM
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
hey, hey, hey! needless to say my blog is DEAD! cos i m really busy with hmwk n stuffs. i m havin a kinda hard time in sch... evryone seems to be better than me in 3G. n i tink i cnt answer teacher's questions... cos evrytime a teacher ask me a question n expects me to answer the whole class, my mind goes blank... as in 'poof!' my grammar, vocab, and how to speak, gone... i go really nervous... i dunno... last year was nt tat bad... i still could answer the teacher in front of the whole class... cos i am use to them. i need time to get myself adjusted to 3G. And it might take a long time... ( if u r wondering y i m typing tis, it is because ms tan called me ooutside after e.maths class n thot i dunno how to answer her questions abt graphs, but... it's not that i dunno, it is jus tat i was reallly NERVOUS!!!! i seriously need to change...and get use to 3G...)
i finally linked to XJ's blog! n others too! thk u 4 being patient!
OwO
posted at 7:08 PM
moshimoshi
M-E, me
ying hui
OFFICIALLY gonna be 16 on 9th june 2009!
gemini
damai primary, st'hilda's secondary
singapore
GOALS OF MY LIFE...
-earn a blue belt and hakama for aikido(as i said, check the internet)(update: i have earned it=3)
-nvr to gorge myself lyk some pig
-nvr to be(ok,try...)emo
-create a deviantart account as soon as possible
-to be more 'open'
-study hard for O'levels
boku no ai
Likes
-aikido!!! any martial arts!!!(check the internet if u dunno wat it is)
-anime!!! esp. naruto!!!
-badminton!!! maybe other sports as well...
-drawing!!!
-daydreamin about stuff...
-computer games, psp games, ps3 games, blahblahblah, u know...
-peace and quiet!!!
-having fun with friends, being lame n stuff...
-pri. sch and sec. sch frenz!!!
boku no niku
Hates
-girl acting coy
-boys being ACBC
-crowded and noisy places
-backstabbers and hypocrites(did i spell it correctly?)
-not drawing properly(argh!i hate it!)
-people who pick on me or others
boku no nozo
Desires...
-tablet P.C
-EXTRA THICK sketchbook
-psp
-all the star wars & naruto games (i'm nuts about them...)