ok... today was just nt MY day. i realised that i m on the verge of becoming overweight... seriously. i kept asking audrey k how to calculate BMI and i kept saying tat i m overweight again and again and again and again.... until you would get tired of me talking about it and you would bitchslap me...yeah...XD i shall vow to go on a diet till i m slim... though i wish i could excuse myself by saying tat i have heavy bones (that's what everyone says...)

and guitar stuff... yes... i shld make a change and become a gd chairman...yes sir. and i shall promise tat i would become one and change to the following characters:
-be confident
-be friendly to the juniors
-ehh...make sure i practise on my guitar half an hour per day
-RESPONSIBLE.
-know how to manage my time

oh god...now that i think abt it, one of the mondays(guitar practices) will be my aikido grading! WOOT!!! AT LAST, BABY!!!! I COULD GET MY BLUE BELT AFTER THREE YEARS OF BEING STUCK IN THE CHILDREN GRADING SYSTEM!!!!! (oh i am in green gold now) its on 28 july. i wonder if i could skip on that day...

oh...if you want to join aikido, could you wait till i get my blue belt? XP jkin... u could join anytime...

yes! i am officially 15 today! AND gonna have my i.c soon! Hah!
Nothing really happened today... well going to the uhhh... i think it's cerebral palsey school?
At least that's how it sounds like... and i had smses of happy birthday wishes from friends, though the ones when i was talking to xuejun was a little unusual, i heard a few unknown voices... > . O dunno who they were, bt yeah thanks, whoevr you are? OwO And i have 50 bucks for b'dae from my parents! WOOT!

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i knocked on a glass wall when i was exiting from popular a few hours ago... wow! it was like a "THUMP" and everyone was staring at me! My bro was like embarassed by me and i kinda gave a silly grin to them(those strangers staring at me, duh) and walked off, through the DOOR this time! Hah! If i think abt it, it's kinda amusing! =)

came back from chalet yesterday. though it was fun, i m seriously feeling lethargic. and i have shocking news. i gt lots of hmwk! ok, some news it is, but i just realised that i got two weeks more till school reopens and i haven't finished one of them yet! DAMN!

and today is the guitar bbq thingy. i jus realised i couldn't go, cos...
1) tons and tons of hmwk! which i could die from its awfully heavy weight.
2)practice paper for tuition
3) to commit myself to study and improve DRAMATICALLY for my subjects(note how big the word is)
4)it was raining heavily just now. and there grey clouds in the sky now, i mean u can't have a bbq under a rain-threatening sky, would u?

i decided nt to go, but it is kinda short notice. and i know, i would be a jerk for nt goin there.
and yeah, i admit, i deserve that comment. and i forgot to pay the money for the guitar stuffs...damn. i really am a jerk.

damn it. this week i m gonna be VERY busy... chalet and the guitar thingy CLASHES together!
i wanted to go chalet and sleep ovr for 4-5june...but...i gt tat guitar barbecue and C.I.P thingy at the same time too... AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! should i go for the chalet or guitar thingy? i am so frustrated... what am i gonna do? if i go to chalet on 4-5 june, i would have to skip the guitar thingy, which means i have to tell them that i am nt going... but i am the chairman and if i don't go...i dunno wat would happen to me...dire consequences? if i do go for the guitar thingy, i would be THE only sec 3 there...and i have to skip chalet...maybe i can stay overnight for 3-4 june, but somehow, i don't feel like going on tat day, 3rd of june, i mean...i need to think abt this properly...

oh, if u are wondering why i am typing this, i am just venting my frustration and trying to think on how i am going to both...