.::welcome to my life::.

2009-01-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

new year...more sucky situations...here's a few of them...
- guitar practices (geez...i guess i repeat that a lot)
- Synergy (urgh...)
-SYF (double urgh...)
-O levels (triple urgh with a hint of nervousness)

my god...this year sec 4 class is really...well...ummm...we had a change of AFT. people from 4G, you guys should know... we had to remember the five classroom rules =( and we have a quiz on it tomorrow...wth...

well, enough with my complaints...now i shall type sth positive. well, i got sth to say...
i'm addicted to d.grayman... >u<
yup...i'm addicted to it!! and i dunno why. the characters are cool (esp. lavi!!) and the story is good. like...better than naruto. seriously. everything in naruto seems...well...slow... the anime doesn't have much blood-spurting and heart pumping action (except the part when shikamaru and hidan fought ith each other...) and the manga is quite slowgoing...why can't it go any faster!!! don't get me wrong. i m still a narutard, though not that much...

got to find posters of d.grayman/naruto to decorate my room... >w<

it's ALIVE!!!!

2008-11-09T21:39:00.003+08:00

ok...i haven't really blogged about ...2 to 3 months...cos i was busy and lazy to do it. anyway, holidays are here. a new year is about to start...which means...
-crazier stuffs to do
-o levels
-effing guitar practices
-weird problems arising?

about the 'weird problems arising'? it is just a hunch...seriously....and yeah...i H-A-T-E guitar practices...effing chicken backside...i think i got the knack of drawing already...yup, practice makes perfect!

i don't expect anyone to tag(since it's dead for a LONG time), but feel free to if you want... i blogged today its because i feel like it. oh and i jus changed to this cute naruto blogskin. OuO

2008-09-03T16:06:00.003+08:00

few words...
1) f***...
2) *toot*...
3) heng...
4) wah lao...

tis holiday is a total nightmare, i tell ya... i hav tons and tons of hmk...
i'll be happy if i finish O levels...

note: if u dun understand, it's fine with me...fine, i maybe a little crude but it vents my frustration out...

2008-07-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

i know...i know... it's been a long time since i blog... n my blog is filled with years of cobwebs... ok, tat's exaggerating...XD

anyway... today was a weird day, and i took my oral today too... is about 'toys' n i m so dead for it. i dunno whether i pass or fail. cos mr K (the tester for oral) told me at the end of my oral,: "see? the oal quite easy, rite?" i was like "ok lah..." i told him tat my favorite toy were barbie doll when i was 4 and as i grew older, i begin to hate it because the barbie doll's hair smelld like phlegm. i know what u guy's expression after reading this, same like mr K, i gurantee it...

is tat a omen of me failing or a complement of me passing? i dunno... (abt his comment)

on the way back home, i saw group of springfield sec boys on the bus i was taking just now. i dunno wad made me do it, but i was tinkin abt this primary sch guy tat i knew n last talked to him since i was sec 1. i tink his name was...ehhh...nicholas? i guess it shld be...while i was on the bus, i thot i heard them saying the word "st hilda's' or sth (they happenned to be behind me...) and when they got off, tat guy i knew from pri sch was actually there! wow... i gt super 6th sense! COOL!

n another thing happened was, while i was alighting at a stop, this J.C student had the same bag as mine... and we were alighting at the same stop... that was getting freaky... does this include my sixth sense?

n when i was opening the door of my house, the neighbour's baby cried when he saw me... m i tat scary? maybe it is... btw... it was dark tat time...

ok, my post of weird freakiness is over... what a weird day... XD

2008-06-30T20:02:00.002+08:00

ok... today was just nt MY day. i realised that i m on the verge of becoming overweight... seriously. i kept asking audrey k how to calculate BMI and i kept saying tat i m overweight again and again and again and again.... until you would get tired of me talking about it and you would bitchslap me...yeah...XD i shall vow to go on a diet till i m slim... though i wish i could excuse myself by saying tat i have heavy bones (that's what everyone says...)

and guitar stuff... yes... i shld make a change and become a gd chairman...yes sir. and i shall promise tat i would become one and change to the following characters:
-be confident
-be friendly to the juniors
-ehh...make sure i practise on my guitar half an hour per day
-RESPONSIBLE.
-know how to manage my time

oh god...now that i think abt it, one of the mondays(guitar practices) will be my aikido grading! WOOT!!! AT LAST, BABY!!!! I COULD GET MY BLUE BELT AFTER THREE YEARS OF BEING STUCK IN THE CHILDREN GRADING SYSTEM!!!!! (oh i am in green gold now) its on 28 july. i wonder if i could skip on that day...

oh...if you want to join aikido, could you wait till i get my blue belt? XP jkin... u could join anytime...

2008-06-09T21:40:00.003+08:00

yes! i am officially 15 today! AND gonna have my i.c soon! Hah!
Nothing really happened today... well going to the uhhh... i think it's cerebral palsey school?
At least that's how it sounds like... and i had smses of happy birthday wishes from friends, though the ones when i was talking to xuejun was a little unusual, i heard a few unknown voices... > . O dunno who they were, bt yeah thanks, whoevr you are? OwO And i have 50 bucks for b'dae from my parents! WOOT!

And something special happened! You wanna know wat it is?

You really want to know?

You sure??? Continue to scroll down!

Last chance! No turning back if you continuing scrolling!!!!

You wanna know? ok here it goes!!!!!

i knocked on a glass wall when i was exiting from popular a few hours ago... wow! it was like a "THUMP" and everyone was staring at me! My bro was like embarassed by me and i kinda gave a silly grin to them(those strangers staring at me, duh) and walked off, through the DOOR this time! Hah! If i think abt it, it's kinda amusing! =)

2008-06-05T15:19:00.002+08:00

came back from chalet yesterday. though it was fun, i m seriously feeling lethargic. and i have shocking news. i gt lots of hmwk! ok, some news it is, but i just realised that i got two weeks more till school reopens and i haven't finished one of them yet! DAMN!

and today is the guitar bbq thingy. i jus realised i couldn't go, cos...
1) tons and tons of hmwk! which i could die from its awfully heavy weight.
2)practice paper for tuition
3) to commit myself to study and improve DRAMATICALLY for my subjects(note how big the word is)
4)it was raining heavily just now. and there grey clouds in the sky now, i mean u can't have a bbq under a rain-threatening sky, would u?

i decided nt to go, but it is kinda short notice. and i know, i would be a jerk for nt goin there.
and yeah, i admit, i deserve that comment. and i forgot to pay the money for the guitar stuffs...damn. i really am a jerk.

2008-06-01T20:40:00.002+08:00

damn it. this week i m gonna be VERY busy... chalet and the guitar thingy CLASHES together!
i wanted to go chalet and sleep ovr for 4-5june...but...i gt tat guitar barbecue and C.I.P thingy at the same time too... AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! should i go for the chalet or guitar thingy? i am so frustrated... what am i gonna do? if i go to chalet on 4-5 june, i would have to skip the guitar thingy, which means i have to tell them that i am nt going... but i am the chairman and if i don't go...i dunno wat would happen to me...dire consequences? if i do go for the guitar thingy, i would be THE only sec 3 there...and i have to skip chalet...maybe i can stay overnight for 3-4 june, but somehow, i don't feel like going on tat day, 3rd of june, i mean...i need to think abt this properly...

oh, if u are wondering why i am typing this, i am just venting my frustration and trying to think on how i am going to both...

2008-04-23T18:31:00.004+08:00

today i went 4 the cca councillor interview... i tink some of u guys know already.
anyway, i said no, even though i got half mind of saying yes... i was interviewed by mr kwok, in the tiny office of the general office... he asked me some questions, what i would do to improve the cca (i'm from guitar) and what leadership was about, but i think i barely made it... but i don't know how to answer of the questions from leadership(i was almost sleeping when we had the leadership talk b4 goin 2 st john's island). mr kwok asked me whether i want to become part of the cca councillor. i said yes at first... the mr kwok was like:"are you sure? it means that you would be entering to servanthood or sth... but i mus say i agree with it...

anyway i had a lot of things goin on in my brain...
mr kwok: you want to join?
me:yes...
mr kwok: if u say yes there would be no turning back, you must sacrifice a lot of time and serve the school. if u hav second thoughts abt it, u can say no. is ok. i won't scold u...
my subconscience: say no! cos r u willing to sacrifice yr time! wad abt yr hmwk tat u hav such a hard time finishing? u don't even hav enough self-confidence!!!
me: *staring into blank space*
mr kwok: some chairmans are nt councillors you know? is ok if u dun want... so yes or no? usually people who say no most likely would nt 2 go into the council, cos we dun wanna force them to go in... so yes or no?
me:uhhh...no
mrkwok:sure? no second thoughts?
me: yeah...
mr kwok:ok. thank you for your honesty yinghui, you can check the results tomorrow...
my subconscience:OI! you shld say YES! YOU HAVE MISSED YR CHANCE 2 BECOME COUNCILLOR!!!! YOU *$%#@!*&

i hate my subconscience. gee! thks, subconscience! some help u are... *sarcastic if u guys can't tell*

well some of u might be calling me a dumbass 4 nt takin the position, some of u guys might be even calling me chicken or duck or wadevr. anyway, i dun care, cos during the interview, i can't imagine myself in the future, being a councillor. literally, i was imagining. besides, my sixth sense kinda tells me i won't be in it, but other people will...

yes i have a small gift of sixth sense...

some stuffs happened today... QIXI!!! jus now gif mr lim the NSW form and i gt scolded 4 handin it late... wth!!!! run all the way to him with my form... sb tink i siao...walk off... dun talk to u liao!!!X) jus jkin! no offence sia.... OwO

2008-04-15T18:12:00.001+08:00

yes! i changed the blogskin!!!!!! i could die of happiness!!!! ok i m making a great deal abt it... but watevr... i m happy 4 myself!! better go finish my homework now... xD

2008-04-14T20:13:00.003+08:00

oh geez... oh geez... why oh why oh why.... must i be made CHAIRMAN OF GUITAR CLUB?!?!?!?! this is seriously my first time being in a leadership position... well except for that one week when i was a monitress just for show, when i was pri 6... anyway... i m really really NERVOUS and FREAKINGLY WORRIED about it... wat if i couldn't do it?

ok... truthfully to be told, i was a teesy weeny little happy abt it... i was lyk 'wow! omg! i m gonna be a councillor?!?!?'. (am i?) on another hand, i hav no leadership skills AT ALL. i hav low self-confidence... lyk jus now during attendance taking... i was so useless sia... felt really helpless (dun wanna talk abt it... but sth happened which make me feel helpless ok?) and, i know jolene (the previous chairman of guitar club, NT the 3G one) is a really good leader, which i could nvr be as gd as her... n the juniors (we) respect her... so far, i m nt close to the sec 2s.... n i hav problems talking in front of evrybody...

well, that felt better aft typing it out, now need to do my best as the chairman(nt tat i m bragging or sth...) i just need to "open up" (tat's wat 'chicken backside' said XD) so yeah, gotta see wat is in stored for me in the future...

i m thinkin of joining deviantart and changing the blogskin....

2008-04-08T19:08:00.003+08:00

hey, hey, hey! needless to say my blog is DEAD! cos i m really busy with hmwk n stuffs. i m havin a kinda hard time in sch... evryone seems to be better than me in 3G. n i tink i cnt answer teacher's questions... cos evrytime a teacher ask me a question n expects me to answer the whole class, my mind goes blank... as in 'poof!' my grammar, vocab, and how to speak, gone... i go really nervous... i dunno... last year was nt tat bad... i still could answer the teacher in front of the whole class... cos i am use to them. i need time to get myself adjusted to 3G. And it might take a long time... ( if u r wondering y i m typing tis, it is because ms tan called me ooutside after e.maths class n thot i dunno how to answer her questions abt graphs, but... it's not that i dunno, it is jus tat i was reallly NERVOUS!!!! i seriously need to change...and get use to 3G...)

i finally linked to XJ's blog! n others too! thk u 4 being patient!
OwO

2008-02-27T20:08:00.002+08:00

great...just great... i failed almost everything...nt almost... i failed my A.maths, physics and chemistry, all because of these stupid, f****** careless mistakes... wth... i really felt like banging my head against the wall... and my mum is VERY angry abt it... i better study hard like hell or i will fail everything soon...i shall 4evr hate physics... it sucks... now, no mood to speak or go out...

ftw...

2008-01-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

hey! yo! didn't blog for a long time, gettin lazier now... n busier. goin to aikido adult class evry friday n sunday. gonna get my blue belt soon! now in double science class (3G, i guess u guys knew...) but, i hate PHYSICS!!! i hav a really hard time trying to understand evrything. i can't get it! i only know simple rules n stuff. how the hell am i gonna survive... i m so dead... pure history is hard but i can survive, i guess. elect lit too. maybe social studies, but the teacher's damn fast. i m so so so dead for sec 3... *sob* i musn't give up. i will try n try n never give up! yeah! jia you!!!

2007-12-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

sigh... sch's gonna reopen soon...i feel down, leftout and stuff... maybe it's because of the things i said or do... sheesh... just because i'm quiet doesn't mean i m nt living! some... no... most of the people just treat me like some microscopic space dust. there seems to be no goal or sth to look forward for me nowadays. just live my life blankly. i wish my life would be like the comic that i drew... just wish i could go and live in another dimension with all my comic character or sth... or maybe sth i want... yet life's not a bed full of roses. shit, and i hav nt finish my hmwk yet...

i think my blog is kinda dead so watevr... just pouring my heart out...so that i would feel better *sigh*

2007-12-03T17:16:00.000+08:00

just came back from pulau ubin... i hate the the part where we had to stay over night...just hate it... but i liked the part where my whole family cycled yesterday. this morning, before leaving, my dad and i cycled again, but this time to Chek Jawa. It was long way. In the end, both of us decided to turn back, since we haven't reach there yet aft almost 20 or 30 mins of riding? i dunno. wow...there were a lot of steep slopes there, and rocky path, and i mean it. there were lots of rocks evrywhere. it is fun rolling down the slopes, but troublesome when riding up it. i get to see lots of animals too. i saw lizards, monkeys and wild birds there. oh, there are lots of stray dogs too. (guess a CERTAIN animal lover would like it, i dunno, tell me if i'm wrong...) oh, yesterday, when we were having a bbq for dinner, some stray dogs came over to us...my brother almost fainted when he see them (some guy, he is...). he is really terrified of animals, except for bugs... in the end, my mum took him back to the chalet while my dad and i left some of the remaining bbq leftover for them. now, i am worried whether they are ok, cos my mum told me that the dogs might drop their fur if they eat these kind of stuff, which might be loaded with msg...they might go bald...shit...i shouldn't have done that...sry, doggies...

oh, i got a cut because of the bicycle's gear... stupid bike...

2007-11-23T16:16:00.000+08:00

i went to this website and typed my name on this japanese name generator. Mine is:

My japanese name is 猿渡 Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) 歩 Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way)

go to this website and find out your japanese name!

http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/969/

Yay!

2007-11-21T17:34:00.000+08:00

i was so nervous yesterday when i went to see my subject allocation results. i got to 3G. i feel happy and sad at the same time. why? i m happy cos i got to a double sciene class. and i m in the same class with audrey kang and jean! and along other people i know too! bad news? i hate physics and i got a feeling i shouldn't choose pure history, but literature...oh crap...whatever...i just have to work hard and have constant practice. DATTEBAYO!!! BELIEVE IT!!!

2007-11-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

ALL RIGHT! my bro and i finally got a PSP!!!! WOOOTTT!!!! but we have to share... the game we bought was so cool! (monster hunter freedom 2) that game's nice! there is blood spurting out when i fight with the monsters! and no, i am nt a sadist... maybe i should draw the character i m playing as... now i m waiting for the naruto psp game... i really want to play that...

2007-11-07T17:28:00.001+08:00

i hate my brother. he blames me for everything i did not do. like just now,he was carrying a heavy chair over his head. i told him to put it down and do you think he listened to me? nnnnnnooooooooo.he isnsisted and you know what happenned? he knocked onto the chair and blamed me for it. after a while i heard him sulking and i told him to go away if he is not happy here and he just screamed back at me and even punched me. after that, he cried and my grandma have to console like one big crying baby. he is going to be 12 years old nxt year and even cry at this age. i just wish he grow up. i will hate him FOR LIFE.

2007-11-03T12:27:00.000+08:00

it is really boring since holidays started. i got badminton training for the whole november. i dunno whether i should go. coz i have a bad cramp on my thigh. i can barely walk. i don't even know how i streched in the first place. maybe i have been cursed *gasp* and i feel really nervous about the subject selection thingy. i really hope i could get in the subjects i want.....

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

( punching myself to reality...)

2007-10-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

haiiii......i m jus saying tis out of the blue so if u don't want to hear my rant, then click the red cross at the right corner...yah, get out...

so, i need to choose the subjects for sec 3, and i hav a hard time. i thot of takin art, and i told my mum about it...and she told me to take A-maths instead. i dun really lyk maths and i will be dead by then. so it is either tat or art. though i did nt get tat good marks for my art, but i lyk to draw...and i thot: fat hope, yinghui.i m nt a good artist and my life drawings sucks. my mum even said i m nt really artistic. i jus enjoy drawing for the fun of it. and i kinda agree wif her reluctantly. i hate my life. i wish i could draw life drawings and get good marks for it...

i m such a sucky artist, and i admit it. fine! there, i said it! no more drawings... wad was i tinkin? i can nvr be a cartoonist if i don't go to art. poof. my dream up in smokes. mayb i should become a forensic scientist and examine dead bodies for the police investigations.

i m jus an amatuer and i m jus a sucky , lousy cartoonst. my drawing sucks. i can tell from u guys....i cnt draw anime, only stupid childish drawings...

2007-10-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

today is the day i got my results...and the last day of 2f being together...kinda sad...

anyways...today is kinda fun... AK,yanlin,qixi,xuejun and me went to white sands. we had fun! we took neoprints ( i look like crap, mayb i m) we walked around and AK, xuejun and qixi went home first when i was at comics connections. so left yanlin and me. i bought tis naruto figurine (it is gaara) and tat shopkeeper 4gt to take out tat thingy which sounds the alarm, which is in the box...so when yanlin and i went to watsons, the alarm sounded and my whole body felt cold... luckily the lady was nice, and she told me tat, ermmm...i 4gt wat she said...but it was a relief...

and no. i did nt steal anything, dummies......

and when yanlin and i went to take a bus, i saw my old pal madeline. i let her see my yearbk and both yanlin and her talked a bit...kinda nice...

k tats all for now...

2007-10-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

umm....jus askin...do anyone quarrels with their parents, lyk minor ones....and anyone hate their brothers or sisters?i gt a feeling that i m the only one who hate my bro.... cos:
-he seems to suck up to my parents evrytime i got scolded by them
-he sometimes threatens me with punches...though he doesn't dare to do it
-mummy's boy
-lazy
-lyks to hog my comp

i wish my parents (esp. my mum) treats me better......it seems tat evrytime i hav some problems, she jus say 'forget it' or sth. my dad? well sometimes, the advices he gives me can be ok...but a bit exagerrating.... my mum says i hav a really bad temper (lyk my dad). she keeps on naggin tat i should change my attitude and so on....maybe i shold but maybe, well...u know....older generation thinkin....don't really understand us though they keep insisting tat they do.....

yup...tis mus be my longest post.... cos i jus got scolded by my mum for my bad temper, and it is because she kinda 'publicily' humiliated me by scolding me outside...

2007-10-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

i hav nth to say...let me think....oh yeah.....thursday....jean n joseph n AK n XJ n I went to TM. then so funny.... sissy gay pig? ( i 4gt...) and i m suppose to start drawing chibis of 5 of us, which i haven't started yet.... I WANT THAT MIRMO ZIBANG AND FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST MANGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mus go popular on monday!!!!! mus hav it....yinghui mus hav manga....yinghui mus hav manga....or she will melt like ice-cream......

2007-10-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

WTH?!?!?!?!?! i made the worse decision in my life( strange, i always say tat...) i dunno which sport 2 choose, floorball or captain's ball? so i chose captain'sball and realised tat most of the girls who joined captain'sball were the girls whom i m nt close wif......u mus be sayin:'big deal....it is nt the end of the world or sth, blah blah blah...' but i realised (long time ago, actually) tat whenevr i m teamed up wif them, i nvr get to catch the ball.....unless i m wif my close friends as a group....AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i would be a TOTAL idiot and loser!!!! can u imagine?!!! i jus wish tat the inter-class thingy( i dunno when it will start but pls tell me at the tag box) , on tat day, it will rain heavily, so heavy tat it will flood the whole school. or mayb i would eat one BIG bag of Lays chips and something hitty and chocolatey to drink, so tat i could get a fever or sth, so tat i can hav an excuse to be absent.....sheesh...

2007-10-14T21:48:00.000+08:00

wats up? ok..i m crazy =p anyway audrey...in reply 2 yr question...i drew u and said u were similar 2 one of the medic-nin who carries a pet piggy.....better nt say 2 much....haiiiii.....i m a FAILURE in aikido. for those who is thinkin :'wat the hell is tat?' , it is a japanese martial art for self-defense.back to the subject....anyway....i m SUCH A FREAKIN FAILURE!!!!! HOW M I GONNA PASS 4 MY PURPLE BELT(if my sensei says i can,if nt i m goin 2 green gold)!!!!! yet...aft my purple belt, i need 2 go 2 adult class, where there would be a lot of twisting,rolling,slamming n blahblahblah.....wadevr...i jus wanna get my PURPLE, then BLUE, BLUE gold, BROWN, BROWN gold,black , then black gold then muahahahaha.....i m first done n i would get 2 wear the hakama(sp?). it is a kind of skirt or sth.....u know, lyk wad those samurais in the movie wear.....

2007-10-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

yo....so bored......sheesh.....i kept drawing some stuffs on my sketchbk.i tink i drew lyk 3-4 comics n 2 random stuffs.one of the random stuff i drew is abt the 5 of us. "which naruto character r we similar as". i m becoming crazy abt naruto nowadays......anyway,abt the naruto random thingy....i drew the 5 of us in a funny way, esp. Jean! oh n Qixi n Xuejun! yup tats tat's tat. see ya. bye. *teleports 2 somewhere*

2007-10-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

YAY!!! thks 2 audrey (kang), she helped me change my blogskin!!!! and it is abt naruto!!!! yay!!!!!thks audrey!!!!!

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank youthank you

2007-10-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

yo......muahahahaha.......i finally created my blog.......hooray! ehhhh.....cos audrey kang kept well...telling me to create one so...yup tats the story.....i might be slow in blogging or dolling up my blog so...bear wif me.....see ya nxt time!